A beautifully hideous song

I usually listen to songs in loop. And this isn't the first time I am stuck on one song. I find this song very beautiful with a very negative meaning.

Song: Dil Khudgarz hai
Movie: Life in a Metro

Agreed, that this song is apt for the situation in the movie, but I don't buy anything that goes against integrity of an individual or a relationship.It beautifully talks about how one slips into adultery and how one is totally helpless when it comes to the matters of heart.

Dil Khudgarz hai, phisla hai ye fir haath se
Kal, uska raha, ab hai tera iss raat se..

The ease in writing, the flow of lyircs convey the act of accepting the fact that yesterday my heart was someone else's, but today I have lost my heart to you.

I appreciate when the lyrics are nice and the song is woven effortlessly into a soothing melody. This song has it all, but I hate the entire concept.

I personally am a very committed person, when it comes to relationships, any relationship. And if it had to be that of love, I would never like to do what the song conveys.

But I am hopelessly stuck to this song.

How I wish this song wasn't hideous, this beautifully hideous..

Dil Khudgarz hai, phisla hai ye fir haath se
Kal, uska raha, ab hai tera iss raat se..
O meri jaan...

tu aa gaya yu nazar mein
jaise subah dopahar mein
madhoshi yu hi nahi dil pe chhaayi
niyat ne li angadaayi
chhuaa tune kuchh iss tarah
badli fiza badla sama
o meri jaan..........

naadaan samajhe naa yeh dil mera
jaanu na jaanu na isko kya hua
teri baahon ki phir se dhunde yeh panaah
tu hai kahaan, tu hai kahaan
o meri jaan..........